ive been so lost in my thoughts for the past couple weeks. twitter has been my primary means of even letting some of those thoughts out because ive been swimming in them so much. i guess maybe im in a short period away from my journal/blog. and that’s ok with me. it’s mostly because the thoughts are all the same…
what is the kingdom like? …. God, let me see a glimpse of you ….. I worship you…. … I love you. .. his promises are enduring. … love is above all …. I want to be secure in my Papa….
but they have mostly been questions. questions of why and how ME? why and how ive received so much goodness from Papa…because he is such a good God. im humbled..amazed…and wrecked for his goodness.. for him.
and one longing in particular… as God’s been showing me who’s on his heart and his kingdom, some of the most important things he cares for, and as ive been learning about these things, ive been REALLY learning about the man behind it all. the God behind it all. my God who loves the most unlovely, my God who dwells in the lowliest of places, my God who speaks the loudest in the most quiet of atmospheres. he is a God quite contrary to men’s expectations. and for that i love him.
who is this man who makes his home among the lowest and poorest? who is he who whispers in the quiet of our hearts and souls? i want to know him. i want to be in the lowly places and i want to be quiet in my heart to him, that i might hear his sweet whispers of love.
let me encounter you, oh beautiful King of Kings.
