why can’t we be both? HAHA i know it’s a random thought..but it’s not! i will love and that’s how i will fight! my love will be fierce cause God’s love is violent and relentless. that’s his love. jealous and relentless. it’s crazy because i’ve been learning/reading/praying about spiritual warfare and that realm in general, [...]
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im a lover..and a fighter.
Posted in Absurdity on March 16, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
losing myself
Posted in Absurdity on February 6, 2011 | 2 Comments »
haha so its been a while since i last posted something up here. im kind of debating whether or not to just trash this whole thing altogether or use it to update peoples about my life. but reading back is always a treat for me..journaling/blogging in general keeps my heart in a place of gratitude [...]
Gentlemen-ness
Posted in Absurdity, Prayer, Rant on December 15, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
i think one of the hardest things about loving someone (and there are many many many many many different reasons why loving people is difficult..many. ……..many many..ok)..like i was saying one of the hardest parts about loving someone is the long-suffering, the waiting, the “being a perfect gentleman” and frankly, im not a perfect gentleman! [...]
coloring outside the lines
Posted in Absurdity on December 2, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
story time! so while i was at work yesterday, i tried to help my coworker put some merchandise in a bag for a customer. but as i reached over to put this really expensive VT jacket in the bag, my coworker snatched the bag out of my hand, turned to me with such a look [...]
the next two years….???
Posted in Absurdity on October 24, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
im like 80% sure that i’m going to be staffing for my fellowship… WHAT AM I DOING? GAH! i’m glad that they are some people who won’t be graduating on time…so that i won’t be the only “old” person..LOL
a thousand thoughts a minute…
Posted in Absurdity on October 16, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
man oh man. i was..no i am still being crucially owned by Paul Washer’s message. and not in the way you would think… i’m just confused. and my head is like…FLOODED with thoughts, some of which i KNOW are from the enemy, some that are just ME, and some i don’t even know… i kinda [...]
reflecting on my reflections…
Posted in Absurdity on October 10, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
haha yes..what a confusing title. idk why…but i always take time to figure out a good title anyway… i was just reading some of my previous posts…cuz im bored and im avoiding doing any sort of schoolwork right now. but i read my posts and im like “oh my, WHO wrote this?” HAHA…it’s like im [...]
A Life of Communion
Posted in Absurdity, Prayer on September 16, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
Here it is again…another post from David Wilkerson’s daily devotionals! Woo! This is such a crucial message…if not the most important message of all: to know the love of God and through such revelation abide in Him! It’s all about communing with our Father! ************************************************************************************ Multitudes of God’s offspring know little or nothing of a [...]
aliens are real…
Posted in Absurdity on August 19, 2010 | 1 Comment »
and I’m one of them. GAH. transitioning back from Luke18 is still pretty hard. I’m not who I once was…THANK GOD I have Joanne and Jennifer! yea, I’m the same person essentially..I have the same brown hair and brown eyes but my internal makeup is from another world …and not of this one. sigh. even [...]
ridden with restlessness
Posted in Absurdity on July 14, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
these past couple days have been crazy because ive never slept so early since high school. i go to sleep at about 11pm every night for the past couple of nights…but tonight it’s 12am and im still wide awake…but very drained from the day.. who knew spending hours sitting and listening, meditating, singing, and praying [...]
